My mind has no control anymore. I feel terrible from the second I wake up and at unknown moments throughout the day. I don't wish to do anything for I feel alone.
Sometimes I become this all-too-practical zombie who only wants to go back to school to get good grades and forget about what's happening around me. The apathy set in and the care for other people is gone. I don't want to be hurt by people who aren't ready anymore.
How could I be so foolish to even believe?
